The only way to really make me hate you.

You can say my food taste like shit. You can say what I drew looks like a deformed anus. When you say my music is shit, that's when I want to fucking strangle you.

Yeah, I'm not good at playing, but the music I listen to is more important than anything else. If it wasn't for music, it'd be drugs and alcohol and I definitely know where to get my hands on some. I chose music over all these things not because it wasn't available to me, but because it is and I don't really care for shit like that when I have this.

As pre-teenish angsty this sounds, music really is that important to me. Especially EOTC. As corny or "gay" or whatever you choose to call me, this is what really flips the switch for me. I place music above a lot of things. It inspires me to do so much. The writing, art, anything. Getting me over mentally fucked up things, it's music. I would've gone crazy if it wasn't for this.

I guess people who don't get it, people who think "it's not that serious, ya know..." will never get it. They chose something else as a top priority and to me, it's not about partying with drugs or drink. It's great to party. I know it is and I do and have occasionally, but it's not about your social status because you social status will only get you so far.

Sure, being a music fan isn't going to get you that far, but it is what you make of it that will. I'm free-lancing over a lot of career choices right now. Writing, art, cooking. It's all inspired by a soundtrack. So, if you're going to be someone who gets in my face about music not being important, you need to step away and fuck off. You don't know shit about what inspires me to see another tomorrow. You have no idea what keeps me alive. So, for you to even go about and judge someone because they love music as much as I do as someone without a life, perhaps you should check your own. The last time I checked, I'm still alive.